Watch me drown myself in a lake of my own bitter, sorrow, fear, hurt, pain and utter disgust of my very own tears, watch me with your eyes of pure unmeasured hate and sadistic heart.
Watch me, yes you the one who’s the cause of this pain this is a two way street. I should’ve opened my spiritual eyes to see that you’re nothing but a lesson learnt.
We f#cked exchanged demons yet you still haunt me and it cannot let me go. I find people similar to you because your demons got a hold of me and yet you’re the one light hearted and so much happiness guess what my demons are within you and yet what am I doing here? sitting here, crying here and just allowing myself to hurt trying to let go of your demons.
Well I try to meet someone to be reminded of you, to be surrounded by you is what I want but cannot get your demons got a hold on me yet you know its your spell of hatred toward me, the bitterness someone else caused you.